Wow! I can't believe January is almost over! It went by so fast! Maybe it was the fact that we had two holiday's during the month. Who knows! Either way, I hope the next 3 months go by just as quickly! I'm ready to be done with school for the semester - of course I'm going to be taking a few summer classes because I'm a sucker for punishment, but figure it will give me an easier schedule next year! We'll see how that works out for me right?!
This semeseter has been hard on me already and it's only been like three weeks! My beliefs are being questioned and I am torn! Not only am I torn - but I feel like I am being unfaithful to my beliefs... does that make sense? It's like an inner conflict between what I have believed forever and what I am feeling and starting to believe. How do I find that happy medium? How do I make sure that I am true to my faith and my feelings? I just don't know how to do it!